Cry of the Stuck

Hi! I’m Maureen, Maureen Hultman. Maybe you know me. Maybe I’m popular, popular because of that dreadful accident that allowed my parents to grieve over my body in the hospital’s white lights.

But now, I’m a just a soul, a lonely soul who wanders the earth, searching for justice and answer why my murderer killed me for no reason. I can still feel my fast-beating heart during that night, all my pleas and begs for him to stop pointing that sinful gun to me, the trembling of my hands, the blurring of my vision because of my tears, my scratchy voice, my prayers who called all the saints… but all of these fall on deaf ears.

I haven’t stop death from snatching my youthful spirit. I died without fully experiencing the world’s wonderful blessings, I was just 16 then, a young girl who wants to explore the planet where I’m living in, but I never have the chance to do it anymore… and it’s all because of him! The one who killed me, the one who grabbed my future, the one who easily took my life; these are all because of him! I haven’t found peace even on after life. All is dark here and I’m here together only with myself. I have no companion. I’m so… lonely! It should be him who should be suffering from all of this doom. It is not me. I’m innocent. It should be him to be on the fires of hell ad the sufferings of the evil.

But now, as all of the country’s media has been telling, he as been freed? FREED? Those nine years that he has stayed in the prison isn’t enough to pay his debts. He killed lives, innocent lives of the nation’s future. Hello!? Is the president insane? Can’t she feel my parent’s sufferings? Can’t she feel the feeling of wanting to kill someone for justice? What will she feel if her child’s murderer was freed without her being informed? If I’m just on earth and would be given a chance to talk to her in just an hour, permit to slap her face and shout at her what the real picture is. I want her to wake up. He freed a man who killed lives. As what I said earlier, innocent lives of the nation’s future. Yes I know why she freed him. Is it because he is a man whose relatives are in the government’s high positions? Am I right? And she doesn’t want these people to torture her while she is on her seat that Is why she is helping them! What a selfish president do we have! She only thinks only of herself! How sad our nation has leaders like her.

As my murderer escaped inside the bars of sufferings, what will he do next? Be an angel on everyone’s eyes? Yeah maybe he’ll do that and be a good man for years. But once a murderer, always a murderer! No one can change the fact what he is. He should be toasted in hell!

I am so mad! I am very madly in love for seeking justice, a justice that never was once mine.

And now as I’m sitting here in the darkness and loneliness o the betweens of heaven and hell, all I just want to do is to knock in the doors of your hearts, open it to victims like me and pleading to battle these unjustified actions. Help us, help me… I’m begging.